Today's realization: I'm done being on this side of the desk for awhile. There are many, many reasons why I'm not going straight into a phd program, but one of them is that I'm done with being a student for awhile. I'm tired of the juggling act. All I want is to be on the other side of the desk for awhile (and ONLY on the other side of the desk).
Unfortunately, I can't do anything about this realization until May. But, seriously, if I so much as breathe a word about taking a class anywhere on anything next year, someone kick my ass, okay?